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Denial.I can't spend my whole life in hiding.
I can't pretend not to notice.
Something is wrong here.
But I fear to know what.
The false worlds won't help.
It's just another dress up game.
This time with guns
And programmed lines.
I can shoot, I can curse, but it solves nothing.
Perhaps I should just sit here
And pour my life into some tupperware.
Sit it on the counter, Leave it to rot.
While my body goes about as normal.
I feel soulless anyway.
Why can't I just admit it?
I'm depressed, I know.
Falling in and out of love like a foolish schoolgirl
It does nothing to help me.
Perhaps I should rip my veins away from the screen
I mean, they are like an IV to me.
This haven is my hospital.
I am the only patient.
There are no doctors this time.
I have to fight for my own life.
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